Chris Brush - Hymn Lyrics

Pull the curtains down on my world
Nothing brings a smile anymore
This endless maze, my head filled with rain forevermore
I'm lost in the overflow
And this heart, it's drained of its soul
Unprotected from what should hold
And where are you?
I've grown so tired of looking

And I'll run this ship aground
With no answers to be found
And the flares I sent your way
Serve to show where I went down
I drowned while holding your hand

How did we get here?
Was it you or me?
Or is this all a plan without an end?
And part of me always feared
And part of me always knew
This was the path I was given, but never chose
And here am I with a hill of prayer
Built of requests reaching to the air
And where were you?
Each a proof I'd somehow done you wrong

And I'll run this ship aground
With no answers to be found
And the flares I've sent your way
Serve to show where I went down
And these winds will howl and blow
Not stop, nor calm, nor slow
And this storm will always rage
And I will see me down below
And I drowned while holding your hand

When I finish sinking
Maybe my rest will start, and you could
Help me understand my lot
And my its weight crushed my heart