Maybe I'm not enough
My effort wasn't what you loved
But you make me feel more than loved
I wrote a poem for you crossed the cheque
A new hickey on your neck
What the f*ck did I even expect
I'm on there on facetime I'm sleeping upset
Because I'm not there yet
And I don't wanna go
I couldn't watch you break
But I could watch you take
About 15 of them pills till the doctors said
We don't know how much could kill
So imagine cus of heartbreak
You'd never meet the one who'd heal
You take in your emotions
A little bit more than
And you feel it 10 fold and
And you're trying to control them
But that's just the one thing that I learnt from you
That I don't wanna go
And I don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let go
If you wanna know
How much you mean to me
You mean the most
Maybe I'm not enough
My effort wasn't what you loved
But you make me feel more than loved