Chloe Summers - Growing Pains Lyrics

We're from the same mother but never by blood
And all of our hate comes from someone's love
And the boys I repulse
When the food gets bone cold
Call myself woman but still spell it wrong
And face is a birthright of love lived and gone
Its a long way down to the top

Cause if time is man-made that explains why I
Can't fall in love with just being alive
And all the indefinites leave me defined
To spend all my savings on formaldehyde

We're from the same mother in parallel lives
Beautiful victims of beautiful crimes
If I can't play God
I'll just shut up and sit with my legs crossed

Cause if time is man-made that explains why I
Can't fall in love with just being alive
And all the indefinites leave me defined
To spend all my savings on formaldehyde

I'm girl enough to some amounts
Language I learned and learned to mispronounce
We're animals romanticized
Authenticating our family lines

But I'm carving out my body making cracks in the porcelain
The complex of complexity
I feel rotten
Literature stripped from hands of the poet
How hot is the plate of the meal served the coldest

Cause I hate all my features and air in my lungs
If I have a kid I'll just mess her up
And I'm tracing what is left of me to give
But it cancels out

Cause I'm carving out my body making cracks in the porcelain
The complex of complexity
I feel rotten
Literature stripped from hands of the poet
How hot is the plate of the meal served the coldest

Cause I'm carving out my body making cracks in the porcelain
I'm carving out my body making cracks in the porcelain