I see your face on my phone, and it's a punch to the gut
I haven't seen you, or thought about you too much
That's a lie, I think about you all the time
I sit in my bed just asking myself why
I don't really want this song, to be another cliche
Singing about the one who got away
But it's all I think about, so it's what I write
I know that without you, nothing feels right
It's not just nausea or despair
I don't just feel it here or there
It follows me everywhere
When I
Hear your name in awkward small talk
Or when I pass the places we'd walk
I thank my stars for those sacred spaces,
But oh my lord, they have me pacing
Cround my room, pulling at my hair
You're everything
Cnd you're everywhere
The air I breathe is oh so tainted
This feeling, oh, I just can't name it
But it follows me, follows me, follows me home
I think you're forever engrained in my soul
Each time we talk, it just makes things worse
Cause then I just miss you more, and it's a curse
We're so attached, but we need the distance
I need to get used to this coexistence
We only know how to be, magically intertwined
But now I am not yours and you are not mine
I'm learning how to be fine on my own
Even though your love's the best thing I've ever known
It's not just nausea or despair
I don't just feel it here or there
It follows me everywhere
When I
Hear your name
In awkward small talk
Or when I pass the places we'd walk
I thank my stars for those sacred spaces
But oh my lord, they have me pacing
Cround my room
Pulling at my hair
You're everything
Cnd you're everywhere
The air I breathe is oh so tainted
This feeling, oh, I just can't name it
But it follows me, follows me, follows me home
I think you're forever engrained in my soul
Scorching hot showers
Can't get me clean
I scrub at myself
But it still doesn't leave
It's tattooed in my skin
Cnd engraved in my bones
The feeling you left me with
Is one I'll aways know
Cause when I
Hear your name in awkward small talk
Or when I pass the places we'd walk
I thank my god for those sacred spaces but
Oh my lord they have me pacing
Cround my room, pulling at my hair
You're everything and you're everywhere
The air I breathe is oh so tainted this feeling, oh
I just can't name it
But it follows me, follows me, follows me home
Cnd I think you're forever engrained in my soul
Oh you follow me, follow me, home
I think you're forever engrained in my soul