Chizlonies the Lord - Bad Day Lyrics

I feel like my mask gone
The flow really as strong as my backbone
As strong as all the tree that I burn that til the pack gone
Was off the scene but know that we back strong
Mama told me save the stacks but I'm spending this cash til these racks gone
I know riches won't last long, these fleeting treasures
And on and on they try to Heath my ledger
They say that diamonds always worth the pressure
But they don't say that half the time that it's really rarely worth the effort
I merch that, too many anecdotes
Fighting with my demons but my battlefield a land of ghosts
Remiss with braggado-she owed me time from back before
The time she never had alone
My dreams they got a handle on my neck and they won't let it go
That means I'm on that, with you and everybody else
It's me vs. everybody else
Like good fabric the gawd is felt
I need it but can't find the help
You want something done the right way you gotta do it by yourself
You'll find help when you find yourself

I had a bad day, beside myself
Down in a bad way, denied myself
Watch all the glass break, despise myself
I been in bad shape and I need help
I had a bad day, beside myself (I had a bad day)
Down in a bad way, denied myself (down in a bad way)
Watch all the glass break, despise myself (watch all the glass break)
I been in bad shape and I need help, yea

They say they down like ten toes, might end up under six feet
They buying up these rentals, my cousins live on the street
It's crazy out in these streets, my dawgs they grind like my teeth
We grind even when we sleep, we grind and grind and repeat
When I hit a wall I drop the leaf in a bong
I put the Cheech with the Chong
That's how I'm keeping it calm
I been a wreck all along
Yeah I'm really here but I really wish I was gone
This feeling is kinda strong
Don't need the pain to learn the lesson, but it makes it last
Chasing bags just to spend, chase again just to make it back
Yeah my view had real nice hues now it's draped in black
Shit been breaking bad
Not superstitious, but I spilled the salt a while ago
Every day is just a topple of another domino
Inevitability is just something we ought to know
Told Karma to wait a bit, I'll tell her when it's time to go

I had a bad day, beside myself
Down in a bad way, denied myself
Watch all the glass break, despise myself
I been in bad shape and I need help
I had a bad day, beside myself (I had a bad day)
Down in a bad way, denied myself (down in a bad way)
Watch all the glass break, despise myself (watch all the glass break)
I been in bad shape and I need help, yea

I seent a shred of myself within the looking glass
It was an honest exchange if I ever made you mad
You really ain't have a clue, you really Stacy Dash
The smartest girl is with me and she built like Niecy Nash
Pardon my French, this life is f*cking intense
Been tired to my chagrin
Been trying to meet the ends
Been trying to not pretend
Been trying to see my friends
Been trying to kill my past
Been trying to live again

Was it a bad thing, well I don't know
Was it a sad thing, well that's for sho'

It's been a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day