Idle eyes
Get high right when I wake up
Just to fight the shakes bruh
Another day, shits draining me
My eyes are seeing fakes, ugh
Afraid i might shake and seize
The opportunity again, I see him
Hello old friend, it seems routine
No epilepsy, just another junkie
That wakes to shakes, puking
Run my head under the sink
Think, think, f*cking think
What the f*ck happened
Check my phone, f*ck no
Got snap chatting bout me
Videos of my boys an hoes
We were listening to stokely
Smoking stogies of that OG
So I grabbed a couple oxys
Poured a cup an they lost me
This shits getting obscene
I feel stuck in a hole, oh wow
How f*cking deep, but seriously...
Shit my bad I'm kinda high
How are you I don't see why
I do what I do when my life's
Alright, but in my moms eyes
I know she's not proud be my
Mother but I get why when I
Can't say hi, so i let Medusa hide
Even colder eyes, she tried
So hard to raise me right
But I know she has to fight
Back tears, try pnot to cry
Just let's out a heavy sigh
Because she knows why
And I won't lie I play with
Death every night
But I
Don't want to die it's just
The closest thing to feeling
Alive
I'm sorry mommy
Chill Nye
