Chiko - I Loved, I Lost Lyrics

I'm losing my mind tonight
I have picked and lost these fights
I look back on memories
When I had the guts to try
Pumping up myself for the
Single opportunity
To tell you all about the love
Inside the heart I kept for thee
But, I'm just too scared
To step in that ring
With my heart standing bare
Oh, lai-da, la-de-da-di-dai-da
La-de-da-di-dai-da, la-de-da-di-dai-di
La-da-de-dai-da, la-de-da-di-dai-da
La-de-da-di-dai-da, la-di-da-di-dai-di
I'm too scared to fight this war
Seen it go wrong before
I have lost good friends
To emotions that I could have bore
But this time is different
Never been more into it
But love became a game I'm scared to lose
So I don't play no more
Still, I see you there
You look like a dream
Sent to answer my prayer
Oh, lai-da, la-de-da-di-dai-da
La-de-da-di-dai-da, la-de-da-di-dai-di
La-da-de-dai-da, la-de-da-di-dai-da
La-de-da-di-dai-da, la-di-da-di-dai-di
Fine, I confess
I'm accursed and you're the blessed
I don't wanna risk it all, but sick of second best
I'm losing my sleep, you are strong when I am weak
It hurts so much to keep it all inside of me
Oh, la-da-da-dai-da, la-de-da-di-dai-da
La-de-da-di-dai-da, la-de-da-di-dai-di
La-da-de-dai-da, la-de-da-di-dai-da
La-de-da-di-dai-da, la-di-da-di-dai-di
La-de-da-di-dai-da, la-de-da-di-dai-da
La-de-da-di-dai-di, la-da-de-dai-da
Wish I kept my mouth shut
Feels like the worst gut punch
Lost love before, and now with you
It's just a different tune
I thought I'd call your bluff
Bad ending, nightmare stuff
They tell me that it happens to the best of us
Now, walking away
Tears mixing in with the blood on my face
Oh, Lai-de-dai-di-dai-da, la-di-dai-de
La-di-dai-di-dai-di-dai-de, la-di-dai-da
La-de-dai-di-dai-di-da