When life's too heavy, to lift my arms
I always keep my eyes on the door
Don't feel like this is real life, hanging off the edge of the world
And I don't wanna hold on anymore
I'm grasping at straws, clinging to memories
That I can't ever get back
I'm mimicking flaws, trying to save my time
I could always see straight through the cracks
Decaying inside, replaying words and phrases
My time I won't ever get back
It's in the driveway
It's in my room now
I see the future
With blinded eyes