Chibiitaii - Mea Culpa Lyrics

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Blamed for everything, always saying "Why?"
I want to cry, but I hold it all inside
Your apologies never feel real
Months of forced smiles, can't heal
You must've felt fine when you did what you did
Smiling, hiding, always hid
It's so hard to start again
Feeling lost in shadows of pain

I would've tried if you told me how you feel
Why do you stay if my hurt's no big deal?
You care so much about what others see
But what about me? What about me?
If looks are all that matter to you
Why preach love that's pure and true?
Seasons change, your love grows cold
No warmth from you, just feeling old
While you seek your perfect life, I fall apart
Love should be real, not just a spark
Watching your shows, while I hide in the dark

What's a 'perfect daughter' in your eyes?
Why is 'tired' and 'jealous' your disguise?
What future is there when I feel so weak?
In dreams you made, it's your love I seek
Ahh, my mind's twisted in this game
Feeling so lost, covered in shame
Whatever, feeling numb, wishing to run
Living in a nightmare, can't see the sun

Peel back the layers of my pain
See the scars, hear my refrain
Tomorrow might be a new start
But today, I'm mending my heart
Your words cut deep, your games unfair
I loved you truly, but you didn't care
Sorry for my broken state, from now on, I'll demonstrate
What real love means, though it might be too late

Blamed for everything, always saying "Why?"
I want to cry, but I hold it all inside
Your apologies never feel real
Months of forced smiles, can't heal
You must've felt fine when you did what you did
Smiling, hiding, always hid
It's so hard to start again
Feeling lost in shadows of pain