Ched - Repenting Lyrics

I been going in like a champ with a chip
Only difference is, that the chip on my shoulder
I won't get rolled over, so I won't stop yet
Til I pass and collect, like monopoly flex
You can call it takeover, and I ain't Jay-Hova
But I know a thing or a two about the biz
And I'm tryna make you cry from a song
Or play on repeat like an artist on a poster
I don't, wanna split hairs I don't wanna split wigs
I'm just tryna keep wins, in the positive sense
Til I get where I'm going, so I'm tryna go back
To the past, while I'm still going forward
Tryna make it on raps, while I worship my God
And I'm tryna stay humble but the sport come with pride
And best believed that I noticed, how these neglected emotions, tend to get in the way
So I been watching myself, behind the farthest of hills, I'm never great
But today I see the rays, see myself running over
While the past calling back, but I can't end this vain
So the future me watching, and he egging me on
Oh yeah the work has been done, so just keep running my son
And I'm so tired guilt, I lay my head on the rug and then I pray up above
Good work son, is what I'm hoping to hear
But I was open to fear
Back then I never really thought that my God was something to fear
Til I saw what I'm lacking, til I saw what how he loved
And there's nothing as strong
So I'm repenting again
While I'm cleansing my sins
It's kinda like a contra-diction
But it's not, it's something different
It's the narrow path he envisioned
I won't be too flagrant, so I'm steady winning
And I'm chasing that cheddar, but I'm mad content man
And I'm racing but I'm pacing while I'm steady walking
While I'm playing my favorites, I ain't got no favorites
But I'm trusting my savior, I don't need religion
That what I always used to say, but I got religion
Now it's back to the plan, I was just a young a man
Tryna make it to the stage
While I spread the truth and drop the loot
The money ain't important but I had to get back into my roots
Cuz I promised back then, I'd never sell and I'd only tell the truth
Tryna stay away from graves while I pray and I got, some troops on my side
Now these angels very bright
So I thank the Most High
Alright
So I thank the Most High
Alright, yeah
Look how far we've come
And look how I went and I conquered All
And they might beat you down
But the sun never touch the ground