Chad Nelson - G R A I N Lyrics

Clock's ticking, they say time heals all
I found a way to climb trees and not fall
I'm just pondering life, I gotta live with how I'm thinking my flaws
Are sole reasons for this season I've lost
I let it all happen, real weak from my wrongs
I know a better way to see it as the truth in what I speak in my songs
I got a few ways to view it, now it seems I'm at fault
For every eyes dotted T's have been crossed but no, never in vain
I misstep but balance regains
And thank God for every chance I get to fix and be changed
But who am I to be Saint
The best part of being human is through all the ways we prove we should get pardoned through gates
And some got it through ways because somebody, OK
I tried to get it different, listen here, I got it through Waze
'Cause I just followed the map, the path it sent me is strange
But who am I to judge, I'd rather refrain
Oh, I've been thinking what to say
I tried hard, I'll explain
Fuel low out of flame
There ain't no one I can blame
I've been thinking what to say
And it's been hard to maintain
With no sunshine today
But ain't no time for rain
Okay I'll take that
My life in my rhymes, could never fake that
Some nights I had extended my stay, I wouldn't change that
Them same nights they fumbled my pay, I need the change back
I feel like Mel Gibson today, I need the payback
Wait, attitude, bad attitude
So if I never learn then lost bread is what that'll do, I'm changing course
Maybe if I reset intentions I'll open doors
And let it come back to me without a broken force
That's a mindset that proves to be real
But see, I let it make me stagnant can't just watch and be still
I mean, I won a couple games but tell me how does it feel
If I just let it make me crazy 'bout the numbers like Seal
I can't fly like an eagle, boy I'm giant for real
And so I gave it all it takes until my time was revealed
Can't be tryna conceal, when it's signed then it's sealed
Accepted that it happens all through His will
Oh, I've been thinking what to say
I tried hard, I'll explain
Fuel low out of flame
There ain't no one I can blame
I've been thinking what to say
And it's been hard to maintain
With no sunshine today
But ain't no time for rain
Been thinking what to say
Tried hard, I'll explain
Fuel low out of flame
No one I can blame
I'm thinking what to say