I'm tryna change but this the only life I know
I don't feel safe when I see the five-0
I put the drugs down now it's time that I grow
And I know
I'm tryna change but this the only life I know
I don't feel safe when I see the five-0
I put the drugs down now it's time that I grow
And I know
Expecting something different while I'm going down the same route
That's the definition of insanity I'll change now
Mind is sound so there's no one else to blame now
Put the crutch down so I'm dealing with the pain now
I remember going on a bender
Hated my life heart colder than December
Pain is such a bitch thought I found a way to end her
Hurt a lot of people but my heart is really tender
Sad song most people got a mask on
Latch on but it never really last long
Cash gone cause I went and did the math wrong
Now it's time to get the bag so I can get my stash strong
I'm tryna change but this the only life I know
I don't feel safe when I see the five-0
I put the drugs down now it's time that I grow
And I know
I'm tryna change but this the only life I know
I don't feel safe when I see the five-0
I put the drugs down now it's time that I grow
And I know
The depression had a hold of me I left it but it came back
I ruined everything I'm doing everything to change that
Big facts working hard to get my game back
Fuel my motivation and not go and take a day nap
I remember going on a bender
Running from the police never would surrender
Jail enough for me to know that prison I won't enter
I spend a lot of time alone I'm tryna hone my center
Turns out that I never gave myself love
So I gotta learn how to give Celf love
Overdosed I shoulda died I'm sorry that I messed up
But I don't need a pill to pop cause love is like the best drug
I'm tryna change but this the only life I know
I don't feel safe when I see the five-0
I put the drugs down now it's time that I grow
And I know
I'm tryna change but this the only life I know
I don't feel safe when I see the five-0
I put the drugs down now it's time that I grow
And I know