It's a shame that I'm cutting lines
Nobody has this pain; it's only mine
You can't understand it, so I'll underline
This darkness poking so deep, chill down my spine
I can't fight it
No, I can't fight it
I can't fight it
It's not invited
I can't fight it
I'll live just to spite it
I can't fight it
And then I'll ignite it
This pain intercepting my happiness
Not a therapist, can't even help this shit
'Cause inside, all I feel is emptiness
Whatever happened to that thing people call bliss?
I can't find it
No, I can't find it
I can't find it
What is wrong with me?
The weight on my chest suffocates my breath
A constant battle, a struggle with no rest
I'm drowning in despair, lost in the abyss
A captive of sadness, my heart's in distress
Every smile forced, a façade must beware
But inside, I am shattered, beyond repair
Each day's a reminder that the pain that won't fade
Haunted by memories, in darkness, I wade
It's a shame, all of the attempts I've made,
All the times that I've been played,
All the times I took the blame
It's so unreal
This ain't how I'm 'posed to feel
And it's a shame, all of the mistakes I've made,
All the times my sadness gained,
All the times I wanted fame
But it's unrealistic
Why am I so pessimistic?
Why am I to blame?
It's a shame
People keep on telling me to fix my life
What makes them think I'll take their advice?
How I'm feeling's not fair; they just don't care
They just want me to put down the knife
These meds don't work
If they did, they're shitty 'cause I still feel hurt
I just wanna be six feet in the dirt
I'm sorry for being dark, but living is the worst yeah
It's a shame, all of the attempts I've made,
All the times that I've been played,
All the times I took the blame
It's so unreal
This ain't how I'm 'posed to feel
And it's a shame, all of the mistakes I've made,
All the times my sadness gained,
All the times I wanted fame
But it's unrealistic
Why am I so pessimistic?
Oh, the sorrow stains my breath,
A constant ache, a dance with death
In this darkness, hope is a dream,
A shattered soul, tearing at the seams
In this desolate place, my spirit's worn thin,
Aching for release from the pain within
With every heartbeat, I yearn for peace,
But darkness consumes; all hope shall cease
With every heartbeat, I yearn for peace,
But darkness consumes; all hope shall cease
It's a shame, all of the attempts I've made,
All the times that I've been played,
All the times I took the blame
It's so unreal
This ain't how I'm 'posed to feel
And it's a shame, all of the mistakes I've made,
All the times my sadness gained,
All the times I wanted fame
But it's unrealistic
Why am I so pessimistic?
CEEJAY ASH - SHAME Lyrics
CEEJAY ASH - SHAME Lyrics
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English
It's a shame that I'm cutting lines
Nobody has this pain; it's only mine
You can't understand it, so I'll underline
This darkness poking so deep, chill down my spine
I can't fight it
No, I can't fight it
I can't fight it
It's not invited
I can't fight it
I'll live just to spite it
I can't fight it
And then I'll ignite it
This pain intercepting my happiness
Not a therapist, can't even help this shit
'Cause inside, all I feel is emptiness
Whatever happened to that thing people call bliss?
I can't find it
No, I can't find it
I can't find it
What is wrong with me?
The weight on my chest suffocates my breath
A constant battle, a struggle with no rest
I'm drowning in despair, lost in the abyss
A captive of sadness, my heart's in distress
Every smile forced, a façade must beware
But inside, I am shattered, beyond repair
Each day's a reminder that the pain that won't fade
Haunted by memories, in darkness, I wade
It's a shame, all of the attempts I've made,
All the times that I've been played,
All the times I took the blame
It's so unreal
This ain't how I'm 'posed to feel
And it's a shame, all of the mistakes I've made,
All the times my sadness gained,
All the times I wanted fame
But it's unrealistic
Why am I so pessimistic?
Why am I to blame?
It's a shame
People keep on telling me to fix my life
What makes them think I'll take their advice?
How I'm feeling's not fair; they just don't care
They just want me to put down the knife
These meds don't work
If they did, they're shitty 'cause I still feel hurt
I just wanna be six feet in the dirt
I'm sorry for being dark, but living is the worst yeah
It's a shame, all of the attempts I've made,
All the times that I've been played,
All the times I took the blame
It's so unreal
This ain't how I'm 'posed to feel
And it's a shame, all of the mistakes I've made,
All the times my sadness gained,
All the times I wanted fame
But it's unrealistic
Why am I so pessimistic?
Oh, the sorrow stains my breath,
A constant ache, a dance with death
In this darkness, hope is a dream,
A shattered soul, tearing at the seams
In this desolate place, my spirit's worn thin,
Aching for release from the pain within
With every heartbeat, I yearn for peace,
But darkness consumes; all hope shall cease
With every heartbeat, I yearn for peace,
But darkness consumes; all hope shall cease
It's a shame, all of the attempts I've made,
All the times that I've been played,
All the times I took the blame
It's so unreal
This ain't how I'm 'posed to feel
And it's a shame, all of the mistakes I've made,
All the times my sadness gained,
All the times I wanted fame
But it's unrealistic
Why am I so pessimistic?
Nobody has this pain; it's only mine
You can't understand it, so I'll underline
This darkness poking so deep, chill down my spine
I can't fight it
No, I can't fight it
I can't fight it
It's not invited
I can't fight it
I'll live just to spite it
I can't fight it
And then I'll ignite it
This pain intercepting my happiness
Not a therapist, can't even help this shit
'Cause inside, all I feel is emptiness
Whatever happened to that thing people call bliss?
I can't find it
No, I can't find it
I can't find it
What is wrong with me?
The weight on my chest suffocates my breath
A constant battle, a struggle with no rest
I'm drowning in despair, lost in the abyss
A captive of sadness, my heart's in distress
Every smile forced, a façade must beware
But inside, I am shattered, beyond repair
Each day's a reminder that the pain that won't fade
Haunted by memories, in darkness, I wade
It's a shame, all of the attempts I've made,
All the times that I've been played,
All the times I took the blame
It's so unreal
This ain't how I'm 'posed to feel
And it's a shame, all of the mistakes I've made,
All the times my sadness gained,
All the times I wanted fame
But it's unrealistic
Why am I so pessimistic?
Why am I to blame?
It's a shame
People keep on telling me to fix my life
What makes them think I'll take their advice?
How I'm feeling's not fair; they just don't care
They just want me to put down the knife
These meds don't work
If they did, they're shitty 'cause I still feel hurt
I just wanna be six feet in the dirt
I'm sorry for being dark, but living is the worst yeah
It's a shame, all of the attempts I've made,
All the times that I've been played,
All the times I took the blame
It's so unreal
This ain't how I'm 'posed to feel
And it's a shame, all of the mistakes I've made,
All the times my sadness gained,
All the times I wanted fame
But it's unrealistic
Why am I so pessimistic?
Oh, the sorrow stains my breath,
A constant ache, a dance with death
In this darkness, hope is a dream,
A shattered soul, tearing at the seams
In this desolate place, my spirit's worn thin,
Aching for release from the pain within
With every heartbeat, I yearn for peace,
But darkness consumes; all hope shall cease
With every heartbeat, I yearn for peace,
But darkness consumes; all hope shall cease
It's a shame, all of the attempts I've made,
All the times that I've been played,
All the times I took the blame
It's so unreal
This ain't how I'm 'posed to feel
And it's a shame, all of the mistakes I've made,
All the times my sadness gained,
All the times I wanted fame
But it's unrealistic
Why am I so pessimistic?
Writer: CEEJAY ASH
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Copyright: Lyrics © Too Lost LLC