Maybe all the blunts I've smoken
Something's telling me "quit joking"
Time to get serious
I'm ending this masking game I play, it's insidious
Maybe it's the cards life dealt me
But these wounds is real unhealthy
All this pain is sharpened to a point
I've been known to manage with a joint
But I need to find a way
A way to deal with all my various problems
I got solutions, but they don't quite solve them
And I need to get away
Away from of all my various problems
I got solutions, but they temporary options
I'm a bit socially awkward
Crowds feel like cages
My anxiety ain't doctored
And I really, really hate my size
I forced myself to starve with beauty as my prize
My mind is in a really dark place
But I brave the world with a smile on my face
Oh no, don't hurt me no more
Everyone in my life seems to walk out the door
But I need to find a way
A way to deal with all my various problems
I got solutions, but they don't quite solve them
And I need to get away
Away from of all my various problems
I got solutions, but they temporary options
I don't wanna need
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna bleed
I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna need
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna plead
I don't wanna survive