Cedric St Louis - Anamalech (feat. Ruth) Lyrics

I love the way your skin glows in the light
I wish that I was comfortable in mine
Oh oh
Every time I start to enjoy life
You come back and mess it up every time
Oh oh
Even if I was lucky
I know you'd never love me
Even though I might be the worst there's no one else above me
Going to bed is lovely
It just feels right
Living in a world with your approval feels nice
Smilling thinking that you might care
Every time I wake up I step into a nightmare.
And the biggest present is your presence but lately I haven't seen it
Instead of looking I been recreating it in my dreams
It seems
I've been living a lie
I wish I knew the day I died maybe then I would try
But what's the point of all the work if it could all go to waste
But if I knew the day I died I'd just be counting the days till I face death
Ive been the one to ruin lives
I've ruined mine
I have nothing to do with yours
You're the one who made me like this
In your imagine and likeness
So what if I did
Don't judge me for what I've done
Don't cruicify my sins
I love the way your skin glows in the light
I wish that I was comfortable in mine
Oh oh
Every time I start to enjoy life
You come back and mess it up every time
Oh why
Anamalech why
Must you come into my life oh
I don't know what to do no more
Oh I don't know what to do no more