Cedgie B - Endless Lyrics

Honestly, I feel like I'm alone
And everyone is watching me, like a TV show
I just don't f*cking know, how to do this though
I wanna sit back and turn on the radio
My constant stress, is f*cking me up
Why can't you just go away and let me live it up
I'm doing everything, everything I shouldn't
I just wanna do, what everybody said I couldn't
I just wanna prove, everybody wrong
And show everyone, that I am really strong
That I can do this, no matter what it takes
But damn, theirs just too much shit on my plate
Let me go to the past and take it all back
Before my life went to absolute trash
I'm a really cool guy but nobody seems to notice
And I really wish they did, cause I would love to show it

Why does everybody leave me out of the blue
Why does everything fall down on this dude
Why did she have to throw the love away
And why couldn't anything take the f*cking pain away
Why must I suffer? I'm only 14
At this f*cking point in life I should be livin the dream
But nope, everyone said f*ck that and started to attack
Wishing I could drop dead from a f*cking heart attack
Kill me now, end my suffering
I just wanna die, from a burning
Sensation, in my body
Take the gun, put it to my head please
I don't even know why I'm living any more
Nobody cares, they kicked me out the door
I really wanna f*cking end it myself but
I don't got the balls to man I'm such a pussy f*ck me up