CayBenji - The Real Finish Last Lyrics

It's right here
If you not listening to CayBenji, what the f*ck is you doing
Real shit yo
I vent on beats it's hard for me to talk I hope y'all feel me
Social anxiety take over knowing me I'll leave the building
Locate my heart in places it shouldn't be because of feelings
The realest finish last sometimes it hurts being the realest
I wish love was easy but it can't be this confusing
I hardly talk at all when I talk it's thru the music
Lord knows I love my momma what the f*ck that woman raised me
Lord knows I love my father shit he went thru shit ain't break em
Fall outs with my nigga I still love em hope he don't hate me
Witness situations my folks went thru that shit had changed me
I been thugging on my own but it became so beneficial for me
Fighting for our love I was taught to play until the whistle homie
Rolling up back to back I spark one for our deceased homie
Smoke up in my lungs the only way I dismiss my feelings broski
Fell into the trap and got our weight up threw that shit in mo
Honda sport riding with two gen fives with a p or more
Told Nair this shit gon get us up the stairs then we gon see them doors
Told my niggas we gon take over the world shit we don't gotta choice
Bangouts at the local park some niggas love the violence aura
Gun up on his hip he keep it close because the violence growing
Feelings is a blessing in disguise I wish I could control em
I treat you with the upmost respect because that shit just in me
Hallow tips inside the XD channel him no Disney
I put my heart and soul onto these beats you gotta feel me
I wish that I could bring my nigga back he ain't deserve it
Any girl I played with or deserted I don't deserve them
My intentions was to show them love was never meant to hurt them
Pouring out emotions I'm really not the type to post shit
Story of my life is being real I could've coached it
The way I lost my broski shook me up no Tony Wroten
The way these niggas sleeping on me they overdosed on purple potion
I thought you was real took a step back and seen the real
California hills a maybach truck a quarter mill
Lil broski tryn shoot it til it click he gotta chill
Banana clip inside the drac he tryn shoot until it peel
Kai what's up my nigga bro I miss you what's the deal
Pops what's up my nigga one of the strongest to ever live
Tink what's up my nigga I wish we had a chance to chill
Hopping in the booth probably my only way to heal
Bike on twelve o'clock them days my problems went away
Never crossed my mind to hurt you probably why I feel away
Being genuine inside come with a price you gotta pay
DND my phone I don't want to talk today
Laying in my bed I don't got the energy to move
Tryn balance rap shit and school hoping I don't lose
Lame shit don't really fly past me I don't see that shit as cool
I f*ck with her for real but she just love to break the rules
Flowers to my peers they really got me in this shit
If it wasn't for my peers I would drop a lick of shit
Music running thru my body hear the beat and feel the shit
Too much pride can kill a nigga I dropped some pride to fix the shit
Too much lies can hurt a nigga she told me lies I ran with it
I be feeling like I'm running outta time I'm panicking
Hit my knees and pray at night I hope god hear me rambling
Cause the realest finish last being genuine is dangerous

I wish I could fix my problems and then some
I hope the past don't come to haunt me and they win
Who knew the life we live could be so toxic
Who knew that finding love would cause such of a problem
Jail time and funerals what we try to avoid
Riding fed chasing this money in my Honda Accord
Told my homies check reality when they tryn score
But he don't give a f*ck he tryn put some points up on the board
Twenty-five to life is something none of us can afford

Back in fifth grade I ain't have no friends Rob picked me up
I love the bros I second guess this music shit they lift me up
If you need me you can call me anytime I'm picking up
Give me couple years with this rap shit ima be rich as f*ck
I gave her my all and she still find a way to say it's not enough
I was showing love and then I realized she was showing lust
I got to my breaking point that's when I said I had enough
Kindness took for granted I guess I gave her way too much
I be scared to shed a tear but I'm a man who care too much
Why the f*ck we going so hard just to leave it on the floor
If I give this girl an inch she gon take a mile more
If I give this girl the world I bet she still ask me for more
So I get high about it and I try to forget about it
And I know some niggas that be itching for a
Said I know some niggas that be itching for a body
Forcing court cases into a hobby
Fighting cases taking deals like Bobby and Rowdy
Stacking cheese for lawyer fees and hope they spank they problems
Stacking cheese for lawyer fees and hope they lawyers got em
Court cases more important than birthdays now
Going hard for all my loved ones I can't let them down
When I turn this shit around hope you don't turn around
When I turn this shit around hope y'all don't yea
I hope this album separate me from a lot
Ima pop it for all the times that I was popped
And I'm thankful for what you did I ain't gon lie you gave me lots
And I'm thankful for my bros for all the times they said I'm hot
Don't speak on shit you did that's when they start to sweep the lot
And I'll hate to hold a grudge but some shit just gotta rot
And I'll hate for me to fail cause right now I owe a lot
I'd hate for me to hate you I don't do that shit a lot
I'd hate for me to hate you I don't got that in my heart
I'd hate for me to hate you I don't got that in my heart
I'd hate for me to hate you I don't got that in my heart

I wish I could fix my problems and then some
I hope the past don't come to haunt me and they win
Who knew the life we live could be so toxic
Who knew that finding love would cause such of a problem
Jail time and funerals what we try to avoid
Riding fed chasing this money in my honda accord
Told my homies check reality when they tryn score
But he don't give a f*ck he tryn put some points up on the board
Twenty-five to life is something none of us can afford