Cause for Conflict - Wasted Years Lyrics

All that's on my mind are all the ways that I could fail
I fail
Going back and forth on reasons that this won't be real
Not real
And in my mind, there is no help
No help
A war inside to be myself
The aggressor of this pressure is a measure of
Fear I'm lesser than the moments that I've taken up
Taken up
Imposter to the limelight
Limelight
In my own skin, I don't feel right
Paralyzed
By these choices
Giving time
To these voices
Expecting the worst of me
Not giving up, not giving up
Where do I focus
Is anyone
Is anyone
I know who I'm meant to be
Not giving up, not giving up
Taunting at the last of me
Not asking for your sympathy
I'm just drained of my energy
Have your reasons
Have your fill
There's no way that this ends up
Well
Paralyzed
By these choices
Giving time
To these voices
Expecting the worst of me
Not giving up, not giving up
Where do I focus
Is anyone
Is anyone
I know who I'm meant to be
Not giving up, not giving up
Love, blood, pain, tears
Is it all for wasted years
Love, blood, pain, tears
Is it all for wasted years
Love, blood, pain, tears
Is it all for wasted years
Paralyzed
By these choices
Giving time
To these voices
Expecting the worst of me
Not giving up, not giving up
Where do I focus
Is anyone
Is anyone
I know who I'm meant to be
Not giving up, not giving up
Are they just wasted years
Holding on to wasted years
Are they just wasted years
Holding on