As if I needed you to tell me
How to act around
All these pick me dipshits
With no regard for my anxiety
And what do you know about me
And what it's like to
Hope that a home will
Last for the winter
Or just one goddamn
Birthday party
In my bedroom
Cupcake candle
Bootleg movie
Poorly made replica
Clearance rack disciple
A lifetime of struggle
That's nowhere near over
And over and over
How could you ever know me
Well hey
That's an awful lot of assuming
What people go through
But you can't know a house by its
Shape or its front door
Or even its insides
When all of these things are alive
Maybe I've been making mountains
While you're freezing at its summit
Yes I know your feelings matter
But I still can't pay my rent
Colors feel so blurred and bleeding
Out from every pore of my body
Pastel hues of true remorse
I don't know how we'll ever recover