Maybe I wasn't
As selfish as you made me feel
Maybe I wasn't
The one who created all those fears
Rather choke on my own thoughts than let you hear them
You will never feel that anguish
I wish I could've ended this
Trapping me in guilt
Wash me of potential
Watch the stream carry the weight
The weight of loving you
When love to you was just a game
Cast by your hands
Left me to rot
Fragile fingerprints
Leftover blood
Desolate state of grief
Torturing what's underneath
My heart cries
From the inside
I close my eyes to shut out the light
I hope this feeling never dies