catboy muse - fall from grace Lyrics

Know I can play the part well
But I'm not feeling strong right now
My friends are so far away
Right now, someone hold me down
I wanna spit something honest
Right out of a dirty mouth
My gums all bleed like bad ghosts
Like I'm haunting this desert town
For novelty or narcotics
For once I feel peaceful
But come daylight, I wake with headaches
Forget how to save face
I'm falling down, down, down
From being graceful
I shouldn't have said it
But I'm glad that I did
Put shame and wasting away to the side
For self-induced guilt trips
Know I can play the part well
But I'm not feeling strong right now
My friends are so far away
Right now, someone hold me down
I wanna spit something honest
Right out of a dirty mouth
My gums all bleed like bad ghosts
Like I'm haunting this winter town
Unlucky in lucky ways
Here, there and nowhere
Yeah, that's where I stay
Unlucky in lucky ways
Grief falls so heavy
I can't take the weight
It drags on my limbs
And my whole body sways
And staggers
It cuts like a dagger
Fading out, I'm shading out your name
In my brain, manic laughter
Eyes rolled back in skull
How is it true that no one feels like me
When I can see that
I feel just like you?
Lonely, electric heart
Faulty wires won't start
Pick and prod and pry me apart
Lonely, electric heart
Faulty wires won't start
Pick and prod and pry me apart