Catalyze - Wretched or Divine Lyrics

Darkness, deep inside; cutting, consuming me
Dare I try to hide, or just let it embrace me
I try so hard to cry, but I can't seem to catch my breath
When my faith is so hard to find, where will I fail next
Have I finally lost my mind
I'm drowning in my thoughts inside
No turning back, no place to hide
Am I wretched or divine
Is this part of Your design
All these thoughts don't feel like mine
I'm lying if I say I'm fine
Am I wretched or divine
My thoughts they lie, pulling me inside myself
Madness drives me wild. Is it all that's left
Help me, there's no way out, stuck in this hell within
My mind, pushing me down. Can I be free again
Have I finally lost my mind
I'm drowning in my thoughts inside
No turning back, no place to hide
Am I wretched or divine
Is this part of Your design
All these thoughts don't feel like mine
I'm lying if I say I'm fine
Am I wretched or divine
Am I too lost to be found
Am I still loved or falling down
The dark is all that I can see
I'm sinking, God, hold on to me
Am I too lost to be found
Am I still loved or falling down
The dark is all that I can see
I'm sinking, God, hold on to me
Just hold on
God, hold on to me
Just hold on
God, hold on to me
Have I finally lost my mind
I'm drowning in my thoughts inside
No turning back, no place to hide
Am I wretched or divine
Is this part of Your design
All these thoughts don't feel like mine
I'm lying if I say I'm fine
Am I wretched or divine
Just hold on
God hold onto me
Just hold on
Just hold on
Just hold on
Just hold on
Just hold on