Catalina Cabella - Jeckyl & Hyde Lyrics

Tried every known poison, every known escape
But they've lied, like have they even tried this shit
Like what lies are they trying to spit now
Are they even trying to cure this
How

They never found the portal to heaven, only to hell
Now in a rage, I scream and rebel
Cause I'm sick of the silence, these weary sad drowned eyes

I'm fed up with all the endless groans and the sighs
It's time to stand up, not time to back down
Hold your head up high, high
Cause it's do or die now, made it this far down

Imagine how far up I could shoot for the stars
If I could end this bad luck
I'm so sick, so sick, so sick, so sick of this life
Of heartbreak and soulache

I don't know why, I don't know why
This keeps happening to me
And as time goes by, I ask myself
Am I here for a reason other than making tears in these eyes

I'm torn in the middle, somewhere deep inside
Can't quite pinpoint, where's the line of divide
Between my dark secret, my Jeckyl and Hyde
A leg, an arm, what do you want from me now

To get the shit out of me, I don't know how
Wish I had a clue, what am I supposed to do
Therapy's a joke, they don't know what more to do

All I wanted to be was good
God knows I've tried, I've made my own rules
I've tried to abide, but then
The darkness comes over and kicks aside
The angel I had fighting on my right side

I made it to the top and I keep climbing, climbing
The only thing I fear is loneliness
And it keeps smiling down on me with grinning teeth
And it takes a bite out of my life

To turn down my chances of taking on this life
These lyrics are burned on paper from the pit of my soul
They came out of me without a chorus to be told
Cause I'm only saying this once, I'm done with this shit

So it's time to let loose and put these lyrics on my lips
And give on up, spread them on out like the seeds
One day they'll be trees
What did you do to me?

I've been looking through the pages of my diary
Thinking about all the ages that I could've gotten back
If I didn't stop and gave up the slack
What am I doing? This shit is whack

Where am I going
Gotta find the track back to the reason of the season
While I keep teasing my mind
Gotta find a way to get behind the truth

That I gotta go on without you
Without you, without you
I found a way to get past this
Gotta spread out the seeds

One day they'll be trees