Cat Clyde - So Heavy Lyrics

Am I a fool? Has my hope been in vain?
I planted the seed of a shading tree, but I'm standing in the rain
Am I fool? How can it be?

I keep picking the scab of an old wound, just to watch it bleed
It's just so heavy, too heavy to hold
I watch my cup fill up with doubt
I keep drinking it up, you keep pouring it out
You push so hard and I push back
Before I even turned around your sights, set, aimed and ready to attack
And it's so heavy to hold, too heavy to hold
It's so heavy to hold, too heavy to hold

I can't catch up, there is not enough time
We are so disconnected, discontented, disappointed cause we lack connection
With each other and the Earth
Ignorantly thinking this is how it works
Our lives have no meaning, but to feed the machine
Repelling sadness and pain with the swipe of screen
People closing their minds sewing the third eye shut
Measure worth with money and things that have not
And it's just so heavy, too heavy to hold
It's just so heavy, too heavy to hold

Am I a fool? Has my hope been in vain?