Casey Austin Allen - View Of A Lifetime Lyrics

I don't know what to say
And my mouth is tired
Of keeping up with the days
Since I've said anything
I'm no longer in pain
But I feel like hurting
'Cause it's all I've known how to do

It's been seventeen years and I still feel as hollow
I've been trying to find a new grave for my mouth
I don't know what it's like not to live on a cliff side
Holding my breath with what lungs I have left
I don't wanna fall off 'cause I'm scared of the bottom
But I'm scared of heights too - what kind of bullshit is that?
So I try to make do while I'm stuck in between
With the view of a lifetime
And I don't want to watch it through a screen

I'm still getting used to the loudness of a quiet mind
'Cause there was comfort in the numbness of the peace that I could not find

It's been seventeen years and I still feel as hollow
I've been trying to find a new grave for my mouth
I don't know what it's like not to live on a cliff side
Holding my breath with what lungs I have left
I don't wanna fall off cause I'm scared of the bottom
But I'm scared of heights too - what kind of bullshit is that?
So I try to make do while I'm stuck in between
With the view of a lifetime
And I don't want to watch it through a screen

It's been seventeen years and I still feel as hollow
I've been trying to find a new grave for my mouth
I don't know what it's like not to live on a cliff side
Holding my breath with what lungs I have left
I took back my life from a world full of vampires
That bit at my neck trying to take what is mine
I lost a dream, but I gained everything
With the view of a lifetime
That I won't have to watch through a screen