Carthyst - It's Quiet Lyrics

Listening to songs I
Filled with words I
Wish you would say
Reliving memories
Over and over
Before you threw me away
In my head, I'm screaming
I'm sobbing
I don't know what the f*ck I did to deserve this
But outside it's f*cking
Quiet
F*ck you apathetic bastards
Who don't care when we end
F*ck you Maria for cursing my mind
And purging me of my everything
I want to die
So you can see
What you did to me
On the inside
In my head it's always gonna be so f*cking loud
But outside it's quiet because I'm not allowed
To feel
It's quiet in your world that you see all around
But I'm screaming in a hole that I made in the ground
All my thoughts and memories have a voice that screams
Louder and louder and louder at me
Quiet, quiet, quiet
(Hush)
Mind is f*cked
Yeah, my mind is
(What?)
Help me, I just wanna take a breath
I feel like death
(I'm never enough)
(I've finally had enough)
Hyperphantasia
In my mind's a piet
Screaming on the inside
But outside it's quiet
Yeah
It's quiet in your world that you see all around
But I'm screaming in a hole that I made in the ground
All my thoughts and memories have a voice that screams
Louder and louder and louder at me
Ah-Ah
Ah-Oh-Oh-Oh
Ah-Oh-Oh-Oh (ta-ta-ta-ta-ta)
Ah-Oh-Oh-Oh
And now I'm
Listening to songs I
Filled with words I
Wish you would say
Reliving memories
Over and over
Before you threw me away
In my head, I'm screaming
I'm sobbing
I don't know what the f*ck I did to deserve this
But outside it's f*cking
Quiet in your world that you see all around
But I'm screaming in a hole that I made in the ground
All my thoughts and memories have a voice that screams
Louder and louder and louder at me
Yeah