Carthy London - Outro Lyrics

They say London never drop
Ain't talkin' bout Leaf Ward remind them all cause they forgot
GK tell me Carthy London know you gon' be at the top
Really seein' all signs but I just seem to wanna stop
Keep on pushin' through the pain again
Walkin' through the rain again
Writin' with these pencils, I don't ever wanna see the pen
Seem like every day that all these niggas wanna do is bend
Back door always open, have to watch if niggas really friends
When ghost so many times they say that London never answer
I deal with shit alone, I don't got time to be a cancer
I'm havin' goals to be the great like my name Alexander
I lead my team like Washington, lil' London the commander
And I got shit to prove, and I got shit to lose
I'm havin' lot of nightmares feel my time is comin' soon
Paranoid that's why lil' London really always on the move
And my circle really small, it's hard to say I trust a few
Catchin' all this fire, I can't stop the drop, I'm on a roll
Ain't talkin' bout a highway, I can't lie, my heart, it took a toll
Been sayin' it's my season for so long, I know they tired oh
No yes men in my circle, they don't f*ck with it, they'll say no
Had to change my ways with all these females, I'm not bein' nice
Expensive pain I'm feelin', showed you different, now I pay the price
I gave her all my love, she movin' on, she with another guy
I know it's what it is the feelin still inside
Tupac, all eyes on me when I walk thru
Success is what I'm chasin', I'm not worried bout what bro do
Know the feelin' when you feel like niggas overlook you
Know the feelin' when you feel like no one really for you
Tupac, all eyes on me when I walk thru
Success is what I'm chasin', I'm not worried bout what bro do
Know the feelin' when you feel like niggas overlook you
Know the feelin' when you feel like no one really for you
Embracin' my disease, I'm a sickle cell, baby
I mean it, I feel pain inside my blood, that's on a daily
I used to be ashamed to have it, but it really made me
Don't tell me bout no pain because it spread throughout my body
All them niggas laughed when I said I wanna be a rapper
Bitches used to dub me, pulled out racks now, London, Mr. Clapper
You're beefin' over shawty, I don't want her, London, really had her
You're not about your chicken, boy, you tender niggas, struck a dagger
Lost gpop, I ain't been the same at all feel like I really died inside
Been angry since you left, it's like the world just did a major crime
Would trade my life for yours, any day I'm soundin' crazy, right
Dre, you hurt me too, the way you passed is f*ckin' with my mind
I do this for my angels and I do this for my team
Could care less what you say, I know one day I'll reach my dream
If they don't see it now, one day I'll make them really see
Don't even need a crowd, I need myself to just believe