Carter Hark - Blue Lyrics

I close ma eyes n I hit my cart
N All this shit tearin me apart
Depression's now my new obsession
Cannot handle all this tension

Make me feel this warm inside
Make me feel like I'm alive
But my cuts keep bleeding through
N mah blood, it turns blue

I'll pop these pills untill I flatline
I hit this bong till I soar up high
I'll cut my wrists till I bleed a lake
N I'll fill my veins till I'm not awake

Cant leave this place I've built
There's no escape from all the guilt
Bleeding out I push and strain
N it starts all over again