Why do I always feel
Invisible
I'm hurting myself
To see if I still feel
I'm drowning
I'm so afraid of losing
There's too much I can't say
And you just walk away
I loved you more than you'll ever know
Even if it means I gotta let you go
I'm going up
I'm going down
I'm running
I'm hiding
If I could start
Start again
A million miles away
I know, I know I will find a way
Sitting in the dark, talking to myself
It hurts to want everything and nothing, at the same time
I have the sense to recognize
What i'm doing to myself
I let myself fall
I'm going up
I'm going down
I'm running
I'm hiding
If I could start
Start again
A million miles away
I know, I know I will find a way
I don't wanna do this anymore
I'm feeling so alone
Let's give up, i had enough, no more mistakes
It's my time to shine
I'm going up
I'm going down
I'm running
I'm hiding
If I could start
Start again
A million miles away
I know, I know I will find a way