I was happy once upon a time
Before you and most of my life
Was bright-eyed made of something divine
Until I wound up under your knife
But I like it
The pain, the misery
At least that's what my mamma says to me
'Cause it shows me cold hearts defreeze
In time
I just do
What I'm told
I grow tired
Never old
Chew me up and use me for parts
Nothing good is good from the start
Beauty's pain but sometimes it's art
And I'm painted by the strokes of your heart
Your heart, ooo
Don't want to
Be forced to outrun the ghost of you
I want you
The only thing I have to hold on to
In this world of great disaster, I'm
Spinning feel my heart beat faster, no
What a thrill it is being wrong
'Cause self-destruction feels like a home
More and more every day
Say the truth will finally set me free
As I sing this song I shall find my release
Was a caged bird now I'm flying free
In the sky
I just do
What I'm told
I grow tired
Never old
Chew me up and use me for parts
Nothing good is good from the start
Beauty's pain but sometimes it's art
So I watch as you pull me apart
Apart, ooo
Don't want to
Be forced to outrun the ghost of you
I want you
The only thing I have to hold on to
In this world of great disaster, I'm
Falling won't you be my catcher, no
Who will you be tomorrow
How will I know if you ever change
Do you still use your charm
And then just up and run away
You reckon I lose these scars
But they remind me of better days
So close but no cigar
The smoke would have killed me anyway
