$carecrow - These Nightmares of Mine Lyrics

I've been trying to get away
I've been trying
I've been trying to get away from all the humans
That surround me like a motherf*cking bird
When I'm food for the worms
Gotta- gotta get away from all these foes
I'm f*cking bored just put me back into the earth
Six feet in the dirt
Slowly I'm turning inside of my casket
Bring me a pistol, a sword and a blanket
I am the person who they call a guide
Hop on my back don't commit $uicide
A demonic persona the $carecrow inside
Bitch I'm not satisfied with my life
I'm just losing my mind
Can I die and go next
So that possibly I could see
What's on the other side
It might end up being boring and if that's the case
I won't be able to go
Back to the past
But f*ck what this world has to offer
I'm leaving my things behind
While I jump off from a cliff into abyss
This life I observed
Is nothing but curved
F*ck around end up inside of a hearse
Now I'm back in the dirt
I was cursed from my birth
Cuz I never mattered to nobody
F*ck is my life
So I figured I'd rather be dead and forgotten
Just throw me away in the dungeon
Then burn all my bones back to ashes
And spread me around
Depression, anxiety
Drugs on my table
I carry the ocean that drowned me away
Got rolling tobacco inside of my pockets
Some muddy potions that I drank on my way
I'm blowing- I'm blowing- I'm blowing my brain
Cuz these bitches don't f*ck with the $carecrow
Just watch me and pray
Inside I'm like, hey
Nobody cares
I'm f*cking through with this bullshit
Done wasting my life everyday