$carecrow - All Aboard This Sinking Ship (Misery) Lyrics

There will be no justice in this world that we live in
Countless people trynna make it out the mud but we diggin'
Is this really what they meant when they said we f*cking living
I am not alive I'm actually dead
You hear me breathing, nah
I don't feel the same way that I was feeling yesterday
But I got a feeling that today will be the day
Sleep about four hours every f*cking day
Crawling out of bed, cigarette in the morning
And depression round the corner, hey
F*ck you man I hate looking at you and your ugly face
Is what I tell myself
That's how the $carecrow came to be
Bitch I came from misery and misery will be replaced
By the horrifying reality we f*cking see today
Yah, I'm choosing d- d- d-
Death over everything else
You heard I got a bunch of problems
F*ck what you think you know
Who needs your help
Recently I've been low on my health
I need a couple potions
Swimming inside the ocean with a cut wrist
For the sharks to come and meet me, ooh
Is this Heaven, no it's Hell on Earth
Now I'm back where I belong below the dirt
Singing my songs, killing the time
Still getting high on my own
The f*ck is wrong, yo
Everything, everybody on their phones
Texting and posting
Shit that nobody cares about
Where you been and who you with
Thy self-destruction is a skill
Suicide to be my will
Live a life a lie to live
Destination off the cliff
Send me to a better ship
A sinking one if possible