Cardboard Homestead - We Didn't Want This Lyrics

Every time I close my eyes
I start to feel so Terrorized
Ive lost the light Ive lost this life
Is this what people think is life?

I cant explain these f*cked up dreams
Or all the demons inside of me
I expel them every single day
Drugs and booze I'll rot away

We subscribe
To these lives
Of pain and lies

We confess
While on our backs
We aren't our best

We didn't want this

I've opened up my closed eyes
Still feeling f*ckin paranoid
Its these things that we cannot see
That always ruin everything

Trying to just get away
Living in another state
These demons always show up
We tie the noose they pull the rope

We subscribe
To these lives
Of pain and lies

We confess
While on our backs
We aren't our best

We didn't want this

We sure as f*ck didn't want this!