Capital K - Colder Lyrics

I swear these nights is getting colder
I told her girlfriends that I loved her and they told her
I never got a chance to show her now it's over
I pick the world up and I put it on my shoulders

My brothers dying in the streets so I got colder
They never told me what it's like when I get older
Now I command when I walk in a room I'm bolder
They say that cap is f*ckin hard I'm like a boulder

Paralyzed
Unmotivated at all
Pain is everywhere throughout me but I stand tall
Fearless but I feel this, got a withdrawal
Puttin' records up on anywhere that I ball

So f*ckin' over it, been dealin', now I'm pissed off
Don't got my phone on me, so I be gettin' missed calls
Hate the f*ckin system, shit is rigged just like a missed call
Grew up on The Answer, now we showin' up for Chris Paul

I wanna pick up the drugs, but they'll only hurt me more
But how much more hurt can I endure?

So I'll record these two freestyles,
Have my manager reach out
Went from drifting a nissan to driving a pista
Got no time for the bullshit, so I ride with my 'nina
I just count up the racks when you go play with your FIFA

Now you knowin' how I feel
Everything to the detail
I'm not a pharmacist but I can get you the refill
Colder than a f*ckin glacier, the deeper the ice melts
Hide the the fact that I can kill, I'm not a pussy, no meek mill

Feel like Amon-Ra the way I change the globe
The way that Drake started the new wave with the OVO
Got the jurisdiction, anything I say will go
We open gates to walk through, we pave the way with gold

Like a pendulum swing, I'm going back to back
I could fill you with nine mills (meals), a MAC (big mac/macdonalds) attack
Pull them racks out my safe, and drop a bag at Sak's
Colder than Kobe to Shaq