A gaze and a smile can get you high for a while
She really isn't better but I'd be lying if I said I could get her
(F*ck)
Looks like now I'm enamored with the fake tanner golden girl
That shines in all the worst places
I can't shake you I wish I could on a label in pursuit of an angel
She knows the reasons that reside as demons and how they've been scheming
I'm not held down but I'm sinking she loves my hair but hates my drinking
Pulls me up when I'm down then I go throws it all out
She says, "An addiction is fiction"
My cries go dry
Green eyes, white smile on a picture in a private file
Inhale till my face turns
My stress relief that seems to fail
Green stash from some pocket cash
Rambling to avoid these tricks
Why would I sell love for a fix?
She told me she's trying
Who am I to change?
This drives my brain insane
To question the progression of this needless obsession
From a goddess who keeps me honest
With a policy from her chest
So to keep her affection you lie and avoid her rejection
Keep her in the back but she still haunts your mirror
That you shattered now you look
Yeah you try to look
Try to see what you took
You lie and say it's only us
It's always us
Who is it but us?
She says, "An addiction is fiction"
My cries go dry
Green eyes, white smile on a picture in a private file
Inhale till my face turns
My stress relief that seems to fail
Green stash from some pocket cash
Rambling to avoid these tricks
Why would I sell love for a fix?
A gaze and a smile will get you high for a while
But it doesn't seem to last
When you're up in the past
And your reputation follows you and doesn't let go of what you do
I don't know what to say to you
Everything I do is a mistake in your eyes but I'm just trying to be your dream guy
Please believe that I have tried to be everything you want from me
But it's only what I feel
I need to be high for you