I think I'm falling back
I'm not well
I'm falling of my track
I don't wanna ask for help
So I lie
Say I'm fine
Rather die than feel weak
Not liking myself, should I keep pushing back?
Or should I let her in and fall into the black?
Of it all
Watch me fall apart again
Ana, Mia
Worst friends someone can have
Pretend they're not bad for ya
Ana, Mia
And when you finally shake them off
You're the enemia
I can't see myself for what I truly am
And I can't seem to understand
How I can love the way I look
Then the next day feel hideous
Asking for strength from up above
Just wanna show myself some love
So I can break the pattern
But that's a life I can't imagine
Ana, Mia
Worst friends someone can have
Pretend they're not bad for ya
Ana, Mia
And when you finally shake them off
You're the enemia (you dont wanna be ya)
Don't wanna see my reflection
I can't handle rejection
From myself any longer
I thought I was stronger
Don't wanna see my reflection
I can't handle rejection
From myself any longer
I wish I was stronger
Ana, Mia
Worst friends someone can have
Pretend they're not bad for ya
Ana, Mia
And when you finally shake them off
You're the enemia