Camilla Millieion - JAY's Song Lyrics

Protect me from the people who ain't really got my back
It really hurts cause everyday I think about you no less
Still feel it tryna smile with all this pain up on my chest
They think I'm chillin when I'm smoking
I'm just tryna ease the stress
I'm sitting here I'm shaking
Really thinking bout the times
When you was here and it was late
And f*ck I really didn't mind
I always let you stay
When you ain't have no place to stay
And f*ck sometimes I would complain
I'm reminiscing bout the days
I really miss you jay
Now tell me how life came to this
I been burying my friends
Been falling victim to my sins
And I'm just tryna make some sense
Of making dollars Outta cents
Some shit weren't in the plan
So let's rewrite it
Here's my pen
I been going through somethings
I couldn't explain it if I tried
Had to wipe my own face
Dirty from tears that I cried
I been through some things
And it's things that I can't sleep about
Had people f*ck me over
But it's shit that I won't speak about

Started moving different
Now they tell me that I'm acting out
But when I was down
Who was around
Not a f*ckin soul
They applied the heat
And got surprised
I got f*cking cold
You against me
Ain't a fight
Might be all she wrote
I never got a chance to say goodbye
Now I got angels in sky looking down on me just like allah
Never been the one to tell a lie
So if you ain't hear it from me
Don't believe the shit they televise
And ion keep nobody by my side
See aint no circle it's just me
So keep my name out ya grape vines
I'm into making money
Not time
Said I'm only 21 and getting better
Just Like fine wine
I knew I saw the signs
Knew I had to chase it
Had to up off my ass
And Told myself
You gotta make it
Ain't no hand outs in the world girl
What you want
You better take it

Tell me who I'm sposed to trust
When everybody got their own motives
Thinking to myself like is it real
Or is it just for show and
Everybody wanna be around
When they think money flowing
Got people I was always round
Proving they ain't loyal
Somethings I just can't understand
No I can't comprehend
Like back to back
Year to year
I was laying down fam
The f*cked up fact that
We could never ever speak again
Got me messed up
And I just can't even start to explain
The pain I feel any time some body says your names
Scanning through my brain
Tryna hold onto the memories
Looking at your face
Like yesterday
You was next to me
What I'm sposed to do
When the tears
They come falling through
Accept your gone
How I'm sposed to put you in song
What I'm sposed to do
When the tears
They come falling through
Can't accept your gone
How I'm sposed to put you in a song