Cam Strife - Tarzana Lyrics

I'm on a one way trip to stay up in Tarzana
Now I'm looking for a girl and her sign is a Cancer
No I won't wait for the right time in the present
I waited long enough and then I learned my lesson
So she'll be a lesson, to take it and get it
Cause you cannot be the best if you never gon' listen
To your heart beat speaking to you listen to ya gut
If you chasing numbers it'll never be enough
Should never be convincing that your garden is best
Cause then you'll lose the art of it and ponder it's success
But if you tend to it, it is undeniable
The flowers will be blooming, it is unquestionable
A one way trip to stay up in Tarzana
I'm looking at the sky listening for an answer
I heard that God be laughing at you if you a planner
But here I am, I'm mapping the way to my manor
Now I'm searching, I'm searching, I'm looking for the signs
To tell me what I'm doing is going to be just fine
Hope I see something, my minds done running
Racing through the thought that I'm doing it for nothing
But that is the cost when you wanna do it different
They wanna be a boss but you wanna be a legend
You the outcast 'til proof of concept
Always knew you'd be best, it's only when that you stress
But on a one way trip to stay up in Tarzana
You tryna figure out if you really the answer
You flirting with success hoping she like ya banter
Failure wanna two step but you ain't a dancer
An envious trip staying up in Tarzana
Thinking how they live like this everyday I can't stand it
Cause I wanna be here riding deep in a Phantom
Black and white two tone Rolls look like a Panda
Uh, forever flights wonder when is we landing
Hopefully last economy leaving from Maryland
Now I look at all the nice things it's too inviting
If I want it I gotta get it, no one will just give it to me
But heavenly, I had lived for that week
A taste of what's to come but I put down my feet
Cause I can't even fly, if I can't even walk
I can't expect to sing if I can't even talk
Still I caught a glimpse of life, living dreams in Tarzana
12am stars bright at the top of Topanga
Talking about being one and they knew that I plan to
Won't stop til I succeed, my wishes are granted
Confidently we boast we'll be living that life
I look around and frown that the pressures on Strife
Damn boy you the key to show everyone a height
That they never gonna see if you don't do things right
So grab that mic, and reach for that pen
You can't be a bitch let ya story begin
If you a man of ya word and value what they heard
You told them that you got it now you gotta keep your word
Words' bond, gotta get on and live in Tarzana
I don't want to be the best yet, just gotta see glamour
Until then I'll sharpen my pen and my grammar
One day I'll fly in the PJ in the hangar