Cold hands draw the lines that form these poor designs
I hang my head
Desperation guiding me
Devious and dumb
Dawn the fittest attitude and in the darkness comes
I'm caving into chaos
There is no escape
Feelings fade and pass forever
Silence in their wake
Barely recognize myself when no one else is here
Empty as the pages that I fill with all my fear
Burn these thoughts so bright and I will try to share with you
All these things I hide are nothing more than just the truth
I don't mean to lie, I'm so scared of what's beneath
And if I were to die then how would you remember me
Old plans twist the knife
Make me sacrifice myself instead
Wear the smiling face again to keep the words at bay
Ghastly ask me nice enough and maybe I will say how vile it is to be here
Sometimes I must refrain from counting down the moments while this venom's in my veins
Invisible this misery
The company I keep
Black as things that dwell in me and haunt me in my sleep
Burn these thoughts so bright and I will try to share with you
All these things I hide are nothing more than just the truth
I don't mean to lie, I'm so scared of what's beneath
And if I were to die then how would you remember me