Welcome to my hell, it's another worthless day
Smothered by self deprecation
Save me from life itself
I can't see the exit
I can't find the door
I try and I try but I can't do this anymore
I pray, I f*cking pray. These thoughts will kill me. Please let me change
I pray. These thoughts will kill me so please, please let me change
These seasons are changing me
Help me through this anxiety
Because my mind doesn't feel like it's mine
Today I'm ok, as far as you can see
My vacant expression but how well do you really know me
Is it a smile, is it a cry or a lonely breath
If you see past that you'd know I'm thinking of deattttthhhhh
Am I alone. Is there a way
I try to fight this mind but it grows harder everyday
Am I alone. Is there a way
I try to fight this mind but it grows harder everyday
Am I alone. Is there a way
I try to fight this mind but it grows harder everyday
These seasons are changing me
Help me through this anxiety
Because my mind doesn't feel like it's mine
This is dedicated to anyone that feels like they're struggling
To anyone that feels like they're suffering everyday in their own mind
And if you feel like that's you, take comfort in knowing your not alone
Your surrounded by positivity. If you let it, it will save you
Am I alone, I try to fight my
Mind but gets harder every day
Am I alone, these seasons are changing me
These seasons are changing me
Help me through this anxiety
Because my mind doesn't feel like it's mine
Save me, help me, let me take your hand
Love me, show me that you understand
The seasons are changing and taking my mind