Now it seems I'm not well
Famously feeding on my own disease
I thought I buried this deep
In the depths where breath must cease
But I didn't seal the tomb
Ignoring the need to find my peace
The sky's gone grey
The ground decays
I lose my grip I
Fall into this nightmare
Oh God help me, save me
I'm on my knees, ill at ease
Just take my life
I don't deserve to live on this earth
Just kill me or else I will
The fear of feeling a desire or need
To forgive myself has left me in shame
A darkened path of agony
Life is perceived through one cold frame
Beneath the dirt, there's a swelling
An apex of pain, designed to maim
It begins to thrash
It breaks the chain
In one swift move I'm
Devoured in this nightmare
Oh God help me, save me
I'm on my knees, ill at ease
Just take my life
I don't deserve to live on this earth
Just kill me or else I will
I'm bleeding, I'm dying
God can I be saved
I need strength to fight this burdened disease