Caleb Hester - Haven't Lost My Grip Lyrics

I don't want to let you down
So I'll try and come around
To my senses
I've been hanging upside down
Feeling blood rush to my frown
I've lost my defenses

You were my best friend
Before I knew myself
And I would get by
Living for someone else
But now that I live for me
Are you still my best friend?

This was never about you
We just have some different views
About my wellness
But the words you speak are true
And because they come from you
I feel so helpless

And I invent new ways to hurt myself
Every day it's cyclical and sick
And it may seem to you that my mind is on the shelf
But in the end I haven't lost my grip

And I invent new ways to hurt myself
Every day it's cyclical and sick
And it may seem to you that my mind is on the shelf
But in the end I haven't lost my grip