Being with you shouldn't be this hard
And lately you're not the same
We'd go on for hours pretending it's golden
Avoiding all of the pain
Life is a current, it's easy to drift
Thought I'd be alright on my own
I made you my lighthouse, my guide in the dark
If you had only known
We've been driving for a while
I'm trying to make sense
Of why you'd do this over and over again
Oh I thought I loved you
But love never was enough
Being with you shouldn't be this sweet
Like it's aching my teeth
Cried a million times, I guess this is how
It's always meant to be
We watched the Perseids fall from the sky
Cloudy as it could be
But as it got colder you froze without warning
That bleak night in December, the winter breeze
You were bawling in my car
Shouting"You're all I despise"
As you ripped my presents and threw them aside
And I said I'm sorry
But sorry never cut it
Cause I was never good enough
And you never called it
It's always my fault
Even when it's not
Hard to see what's wrong from right
When I'm in the dark
I'd give you the whole world, my whole life too
But what you really wanted
Was my heart in two
Oh I thought I loved you
But love never was enough
I never loved you
Cause I never knew what love was