intrusive thoughts Video (MV)

Today I hate them
Should I burn my clothes?
Nothing to wear
Maybe I won't go
Last time I left
Every compliment
My mind had altered
To they didn't mean it
I fight with my own head
When it starts replayin
Doors I haven't opened and ones I've closed
Ideas change like the weather
I know I know better
But I almost veer right off the road
I'm trying to filter
Not let them sink in
To say it's getting harder
Is an understatement
Is it just an impulse, does it have deeper meaning?
Is it a call to who I am or is it just a feeling?
Back and forth
If it's obvious
I can't tell the difference
Between what I want
And intrusive thoughts
Do they think I'm stupid
For jumping in?
I know I talk too much
When I should listen
Should I find new friends?
Do I even need them?
If I didn't reach out
Would it make a difference?
I'm trying to filter
Not let them sink in
To say it's getting harder
Is an understatement
Is it just an impulse, does it have deeper meaning?
Is it a call to who I am or is it just a feeling?
Back and forth
If it's obvious
I can't tell the difference
Between what I want
And intrusive thoughts
All of the sudden, unwanted thoughts rush in
Keep passing through my head, I haven't acted yet
But it makes me question, is it fact or suggestion?
Maybe it's nothing, do they ever stop coming?
I'm trying to filter
Not let them sink in
To say it's getting harder
Is an understatement
Is it just an impulse, does it have deeper meaning?
Is it a call to who I am or is it just a feeling?
Back and forth
If it's obvious
I can't tell the difference
Between what I want
And intrusive thoughts
Is it just an impulse, does it have deeper meaning?
Is it a call to who I am or is it just a feeling?
Back and forth
If it's obvious
I can't tell the difference
Between what I want
And intrusive thoughts