While she holds me so preciously
Draining every ounce of self control that's left in me
(Left in Me)
Figure if I fall for her I'll do it recklessly
But she's a lethal recipe
And now she's caused my chest to bleed
I'm chained to her but it's the best disease
If she asked me to I'd tie a noose or hold my breath for weeks
Understand it's more than sex to me
Feeling like my spirit leaves my body when she's next to me
I don't care to think about the last one she's seduced
I'm too busy drinking venom that she's produced
If she tells me lies I make believe she speaks the truth
Then without another word she leaves the room
I chase her down
Smoke in her eyes
Heels to the curb
Doesn't reply
Can't hear the words
Can't feel the time
Breathe in her curse
Know that if I
Leave she would hurt
So I stand beside her faithfully
Is it love or just attachment either way the weight of it is breaking me
I've come to see she has no place for me
And here I thought she'd wait for me
I swore to stay but really I should take my leave
But at this point there's no escape for me
My severe addiction doesn't let me get the space I need
I hate this person that it's making me
I thought it'd just be one and done but look how long it's taking me
She's making it hard now
I wanna behave
She can feel that my guards down
I'm not seeing straight
Let's me think I'm in charge now
I'm done with these games
So I throw all my cards down
But she's got the ace
So I play again
Smoke in her eyes
Heels to the curb
Doesn't reply
Can't hear the words
Can't feel the time
Breathe in her curse
Know that if I
Leave she would hurt