I was always lost but you make me feel found
You were there to help me when I was underground
Being my support to get me on my feet again
You did more than anyone, just being a friend
And I'm sorry that I left and we grew apart
The distance between us is making this so hard
And I wish I could be in your life again
But if not I'm hoping you can forgive me for my sins
Okay, I wanna reach out to you but I can't find the words
I'm sorry for guilt tripping you when I was feeling hurt
The blame wasn't on you I was stupid to think it'd work
And now I'm laying on this couch, jotting down this verse
I wish you the best and I'm hoping you're doing good
Wanna reconnect when I get back in the neighborhood
Don't want any trouble with your boyfriend, it's all good
But I didn't tell you sooner now I'm thinking I probably should
I fell for you the first night we cuddled at the pool
But I always thought a friend is all I was to you
Thought you didn't feel the same, or maybe you felt it too
Thought everything was good, but it wasn't the best for you
I got all I ever wanted and yet I wanna come over
Hoping one day you'll forgive me and this will all blow over
Get this off my chest, I'm needing a bit of closure
Then I sent that text, this is what I told her
(I said)
You did a lot for me, I can't thank you enough
Back when you did it all for me, I'll never lose the love
These nights I keep losing sleep, we hadn't talked in months
Wish that night on Halloween, we hadn't given up
But that's okay, that's okay it's all on me
(All on me)
And its so strange, this whole thing is daunting
(Daunting)
I'm hoping one day we get back again
(Back again)
I'm sorry that I let you down as my best friend
Said that's okay, that's okay it's all on me
(All on me)
And its so strange, this whole thing is daunting
(Daunting)
I'm hoping one day we get back again
(Back again)
Cause right now I'm needing my best friend
(Best Friend)
Rewind the clock and just hit reset
You pulled me from the depths of hell where I thought I was dead
You saw me at my lowest and you saw me at my highest
And the kinda love we had will forever be priceless
Still miss those nights I'd come over to watch Shameless
You saw my true colors, I'm sorry you saw that painting
Nothing in this world I would give to have you traded
There will never be another you could be replaced with
And your mother, like a second mom
Give her a kiss for me, from her second son
Wish I was around more, I was only down the block
From the bridge to the hill, both of our hangout spots
Yeah, I apologize for sneaking in your backyard
You believed I'll achieve life's goals like a superstar
I made mistakes I wanna take back, so here's a start
I'm hoping you hear this and know it's from the heart
You did a lot for me, I can't thank you enough
Back when you did it all for me, I'll never lose the love
These nights I keep losing sleep, we hadn't talked in months
Wish that night on Halloween, we hadn't given up
But that's okay, that's okay it's all on me
(All on me)
And its so strange, this whole thing is daunting
(Daunting)
I'm hoping one day we get back again
(Back again)
I'm sorry that I let you down as my best friend
Said that's okay, that's okay it's all on me
(All on me)
And its so strange, this whole thing is daunting
(Daunting)
I'm hoping one day we get back again
(Back again)
Cause right now I'm needing my best friend
(Best Friend)
I was always lost but you make me feel found
You were there to help me when I was underground
And I wish I could be in your life again
But if not I'm hoping you can forgive me for my sins