Caesar Woods - Addicted Lyrics

Take me back
Take me way back
Take me back
Take me way back
Back to the night I slept in my mommas car
Back to the night I definitely took it too far
Wish I can take it back and never went in your backyard
Lucky I didn't face a charge and get put behind bars
All the shit I did I wish I didn't disregard
I got addicted to the feeling that the pain wasn't a part
Out late night smoking with my friend at Wheatfield park
Just a kid acting a fool wish I didn't play the part
But I did and now I got regrets that fill my heavy heart
And now I don't know what to do with this addiction, it's so dark
Might as well put a price on my head cause I'm a mark
Took the pain away for a moment but it left a nasty scar
Uh, but that's not what's defining me, I'm a make it out this trench
Mistakes is what you find in me, lately I've been a mess
You can never confide in me, cause I never confess
There's this other side of me, that I think I needa address, so
Take me back to the days I never smoked a cart
Take me way back to the ways before a broken heart
Take me back to the nights I never touched a drink
Take me way back to the times this shit was obsolete
I got addicted to the pain got addicted to these scars
I got addicted to the change that made me who I are
I got addicted to the high got addicted to the green
I got addicted to the life I never thought I'd meet
I got addicted and got conflicted with all these memories
I got addicted to the person I thought I'd never be
I'm sorry you had to witness the person I thought you'd never see
But f*ck it I got addicted to the feeling that's my energy
The only times I was happy was when I was on a bag
Tell me how long do you think the good times really last
I'll be dead before I see the day I escape my past
I'll be damned if I see the day you let me go back, so
Take the pain away f*ck it Ima just stay sober
It's been a mountain I'm climbing up pushing up a boulder
Hit rock bottom so the only way up is getting closer
Take me way back before the days I was ever a stoner
A loaner, a choker, before the days I told her
Before the times the rush in my system wasn't solar
I'm older, bipolar, so everything's a roller coaster
Before the times I had where I could ever hold her
I'm colder now than I ever was so call me Jack Frost
Paid my own dues but it came at what cost
See the shit I did that night and look at what I lost
So take me back to the days where I was getting blocked
Uh, but that's not what's defining me, I'm a make it out this trench
Mistakes is what you find in me, lately I've been a mess
You can never confide in me, cause I never confess
There's this other side of me, that I think I needa address, so
Take me back to the days I never smoked a cart
Take me way back to the ways before a broken heart
Take me back to the nights I never touched a drink
Take me way back to the times this shit was obsolete
I got addicted to the pain got addicted to these scars
I got addicted to the change that made me who I are
I got addicted to the high got addicted to the green
I got addicted to the life I never thought I'd meet
Take me back
Take me way back
Take me back
Take me way back