Im lost in my mind talking to the shadows like there my friends
Late nights I'm lost in my mind again
Talking to the shadows like they're my friends
Hoping that the pain will come to an end
But it's hard to heal when you can't pretend
Every love I had yeah it came and went
Left my heart broke now it's barely bent
Living on the edge where the angels sent
But I keep falling down chasing what it meant
I feel the weight it's pulling me under
Lightning strikes I'm caught in the thunder
Fighting my fears I can't help but wonder
Will I find peace or will I go under?
I can't hide these scars don't fade
Running from my past but it finds my way
Tears in the rain let it wash my face
Still searching for the sun in this endless gray
Too many voices they don't let me breathe
Caught in the crossfire of what I believe
Love is a weapon cuts deep when it leaves
Left a hole in my chest where my heart used to be
Pour another cup drown the noise somehow
Trying to numb the pain but it screams so loud
Praying for the light in this endless cloud
But the devil's in the mirror and he's laughing now
I can't hide these scars don't fade
Running from my past but it finds my way
Tears in the rain let it wash my face
Still searching for the sun in this endless gray
Heart cold like December but the fire won't light
Fighting every demon in the dead of the night
Voices in my head saying "You'll be alright"
But the lies cut deep sharper than a knife
I've been walking blind but I feel the cracks
Every step forward I'm pulled right back
Searching for a way out of this endless track
But the weight of my sins keeps me off that path
I see flashes of the good times they fade too fast
Try to hold on but I can't change the past
Lost in the chaos will it ever last?
Or is my future just a shadow I can't surpass?
I can't hide these scars don't fade
Running from my past but it finds my way
Tears in the rain let it wash my face
Still searching for the sun in this endless gray
And if I fall just know I tried
Fighting these battles I keep inside
A million reasons to say goodbye
But I'll keep on living 'til my stars collide