Bpndrix - Someways Lyrics

I know am far from finish
It could go someways
The pains you get from living
Could be all that you need to pull through
Dead mf out here
Acting like they wanna check on me
All that love hate get to me
Lotta them throwing shots at me
They all tryna see me fall
Even when I ain't up yet
Saying boy we good
But f*ck we never good
I'm watching them take shots
Tryna watch what I say
Cause they don't ever go away
Always watching from the way
Tryna know where I stay
But boy am f*cking closed up
Finding ways to let it out
I know am far from finish
It could go someways
The pains you get from living
Could be all that you need to pull through
Out here tryna figure me out
Been through hell at a young age
Niggas thought I had it all straight
Thinking shit is always Golden
They don't know I got dark days
Days where I almost gave up
Questioning my own mindset
Like boy what's gone wrong?
I done died a hundred times
Depressed from all these dramas
A real one turned a fake one
My bitch act like am too strong
She don't know what I been through
Got days that I couldn't eat
I know am far from finish
It could go someways
The pains you get from living
Could be all that you need to pull through