It's a moment like these that I've dreaded
Face to Face with Reflection.
For Heaven Sakes, not again
With the same topic
You keep sinning...sinner
Blood gets thinner
Just thinking 'bout how I considered
This alcoholism
Oh yeah that anger is in him.....
There's no need to resent him...
Or stand up against him....
If anything he needs you to keep
Him from resorting to slitting wrist
To loading pistol...
I know my rhymes are dismal
And I've been distant
While y'all are cheerful
Man I've been tearful.
Man I been fearful....
Of all the things that I been holding
Against myself because
Of what I didn't do.
What I'm finna do....
Inexplicable.
People don't die from suicide.
They die from sadness....
Sometimes I'm sad, I'm tired,
I'm miserable from all this madness....
There's nothing more depressing,
Having it all when nothing matters.
When I see myself, I wish I punched
The glass to see me shatter.
Forever walking on this tight rope.
Hard to keep my balance
When my life is on a spiral
People need to learn not to curb
When it's vital
Life could be reserved,
In their words, being idle.
